Author Archives: Chance Samedi

Broken but not shattered

CRACK!!!!! The glass just seemed to appear in my hand and I threw it with as much force as I had within me.  ”Feel better”? a voice behind me asked.  ”No.  I fucking well don’t”.  I said. A chuckle mingled with the smell of cigar.  ”Then may I suggest you avail yourself of all of […]

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Relevance? I think not

<<<This makes me crazy.  It is a representation of “The Burning times”.  Why those walking a pagan path feel the need to pull out the “persecution” card ALL.THE.DAMN.TIME. I will never understand. First of all, MY mortality depends upon me and my appointed time with destiny.  NOT someone else’s view of morality.  Back in the […]

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Southern Roots

There’s been a little discussion of late as to what makes one southern.  I know, we’ve been down this road before, but some people don’t seem to grasp that concept.  Here is my opinion and those passed down to me by those who would know.  It’s all about your roots. Now as a military brat being born […]

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Mired in the bog of ignorance

Ever notice how some people seem to be so full of themselves that it seems as if they are stuck in a bog of ignorance.  It matters not that others correct them, offer better insight into the conversation, but because they are so stuck on themselves, they will not listen.   So with their air […]

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Restoration of spirit

It’s been long week…and it seems to have merged with this one like one long continuous mess of  chaos and bullshit.  So I go where I always turn when I’m over the stress limit.    I move to the porch of the cabin and inhale the air around me.  There is a peace that already […]

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Just some catching up

It’s been a weird, loooong week for me…work issues, car trouble, just long week.  It’s caused me to be somewhat little more snarky(yeah like ya’ll thought that was even possible) and less willing to give others benefit of the doubt on their comments. For instance, in a group that I belong to there are just […]

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Reflex and habit mar the day

Triggers.  We all have them, and damn if they don’t rear their ugly little heads in the most inopportune time.  Sometimes they show up due to conversations, something someone says in passing or even in situations that are similar to a past one.  We all have our own baggage. So how do we know how […]

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Education tops group hugs

It’s interesting what I come across when I least expect it.  I’m just dropped these gifts into my lap, sometimes for the chuckle, and sometimes to stop and take a good look at what people are actually saying or thinking these days.  Such was the conversation of this morning. A woman not on my friend […]

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Walking in the shadows

Today I am perusing the stalker feed.  I wonder why I put myself through it because truthfully I will invariably see something that either makes me shake my head or my jaw drop with a what the fuck look. It’s crazy sometimes what is put out there for sale for all those white lighters who […]

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Among the missing…and yet not

I don’t remember the first time I saw it.  It just seemed to have always been around.  I picked up the carton, and turned it around to look once again at the picture there.  Black and white, grainy..not my best obviously, wonder why they didnt use a better picture?  Still  it’s myself looking back at […]

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